Thursday @ Thursday, February 03, 2011
wasurenai kara..
WHITE WALLS
Have you ever wondered how it feels like when one day, you just forget how to smile ? looking, at the mirror, panicking , hoping you could get back that smile again.. but all the smiles that you manage to make gets faker and faker. Then, you leaned against the cold plain-tiled walls in the latrine, weeping in despair ..and your mind, filled with different questions and answers all coming at the same time.. "what happened?"..."what am i suppose to do?" And as you fell slowly to your knees.. You mourn grievously , becoming conscious of the fact that theres no one around , and no matter how loud cries you may make , no one will come .For these white walls shalt reflect the sound of your yearnings .. Cold&afraid. you thought things wouldnt get anyhow worse, or rather , anything worse wouldnt make any difference.. suddenly, the light from all sources , the sun thru the windows. the light from the lamp, vanished within a flash.