Wednesday @ Wednesday, January 26, 2011
something , maybe Malice would say or agree to :
"We enjoy the night, the darkness,
where we can do things that aren't acceptable in the light.
Night is when we slake our thirst."
for my malice .
the thirst for vengence.
or just inflicting pain
would be enjoyable enough,
thinking of it , just intrigues me
the lust, the hate.
& i thought i finally found out who i truely am now.
maybe i am right. or maybe it`s just a lie to make oneself feel better.
maybe its a lie made , forcing myself to believe in it , cause i wished i was that very one.
trust within myself, was something i lost today .
seeking for the truth, or rather ,losing an illusion.
it`s the road i had been walking.
and it will be the road i will walk alone.still
seeking with doubts, ending up getting certainties.
my journey continues.