Astarcrossedwasteland
The Unforgiven
The life journal of
dakotahmalicesarah
some might say im a half cup empty kind of person. or rather , a boring one mayb? i may not be good at words .yet , i`ll do my best to find words to describe the way i portray life. and of cause only throu the confines of my mind.
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Thursday @ Thursday, February 10, 2011

Nostradamus.
Michel de Nostredame. known as nostradamus.was, a medical professional.created "rose pill" that was said to protected the people against the plague. then, slowly. he turned away from medical to occult & wrote an almanac for 1550. He succeeded and continued writing more annually. Thus , noble people from far away started asking horoscopes and "psychic" advise from him.Began writing a book which constitute the largely undated phophecies for which he became famous for today.The quatrains, published in a book titled Les Propheties (The Prophecies).Some people thought Nostradamus was a servant of evil, a fake, or insane, while many of the elite thought his quatrains were spiritually-inspired prophecies. By 1566, Nostradamus' gout,which had plagued him painfully for many years. In late June he summoned his lawyer to draw up an extensive will bequeathing his property plus 3,444 crowns But , on the evening of July 1, he is alleged to have told his secretary Jean de Chavigny, "You will not find me alive at sunrise." The next morning he was reportedly found dead, lying on the floor next to his bed and a bench .


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Wednesday @ Wednesday, February 09, 2011

And now this possession
Becomes my obsession
Adrift in illusion
I'm sent into confusion
Come torment come sadness
Give me the joy of madness
This fear and this intent
Runs deep inside
This deepest possession
For my life
I want this obsession
In my life
I claim this possession
Take my life
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@ Wednesday, February 09, 2011

This passion inside of me . Has left me to bleed
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@ Wednesday, February 09, 2011

loved lyrics.
Divide and conquer while ye may
Others preach and others fall and pray
In the bunkers where we'll die
Where the executioners they lie

Bombers launch with no recall
Minutes warning of the missile fall
Take a look at your last sky
Guessing you won't have the time to cry

Out of the universe a strange love is born
Unholy union, trinity reformed
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@ Wednesday, February 09, 2011

heavy-hearted child.
Savoring sweets that i used to have when i was a child, and smoking back the brand of ciggarettes i used to in my teenage years didnt make myself happier . Yet, made myself feel worse. Just staring at the shelves at the sweet section , made me recall the childhood days.Others, brings back happy memories , but i couldnt recall any, and my eyes got teary.The emptiness feeling did not go away, but expanded to somewhat like a deeper void of darkness.. im really getting tired. Fatigued.
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Sunday @ Sunday, February 06, 2011

A silver crescent moon flutters down into my parched heart. In this night without any moonlight, you tell me "you can walk even alone". Those words you gave to me, with kindness and warmth. Turned the tears back into a smile on my face that was hung in dispair. When I'm sad, if I close my eyes, You're by my side, you never left .. You refused to show your tears as you bid farewell . And you gave me your same kind smile. I will never forget that warmth. I smile even as the tears flow. Even if this road comes to an end. I'll unfurl my wings for you. The broad back that disappears into the fallen drops of the moon. Teach me once more why I keep walking..


The flow of time is too cruel; it always torments me
Even if I hold up my hands to pray, you are untouchable
Still, I'm leaning back to howl at the far off sky
Yet, i`ll still be here waiting.
Even that faint happiness will never return
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@ Sunday, February 06, 2011

My eyes floated in glass were simply looking at you.The fragments of kindness , were missing..The repeating signals..continue to speak of love , only out of my lips.With my own legs, i stood up, stared at the skies...The world that expands inside of dreams is coming clearer, real. I know, inside of you, i have already vanished , but only my name..you`ll still remember..In an distorted loophole in time, the knife that stabbed me in the back , broke wings. i got cut off from light, yet , i still stared at the skies, waiting for signals.where are you. i have already completely vanished, but please, dont forget the things you had embraced..
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Friday @ Friday, February 04, 2011

My eyes met yours again, we talked a little ..
My heart throbbed and I hid my feelings behind a smile
Afraid I might not be able to go back to the times ,
When I had not known you .
I remember that night when we first met , even now.
We have come to know each other little by little..
'But suddenly I find I know nothing about you.
My love grew when we couldn't meet ,
my heart ached because my voice didn't reach you
Please don't smile with such sorrowful eyes ,
as if you were about to be broken and disappear
What can I do, my dear?..
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Thursday @ Thursday, February 03, 2011

wasurenai kara..

WHITE WALLS
Have you ever wondered how it feels like when one day, you just forget how to smile ? looking, at the mirror, panicking , hoping you could get back that smile again.. but all the smiles that you manage to make gets faker and faker. Then, you leaned against the cold plain-tiled walls in the latrine, weeping in despair ..and your mind, filled with different questions and answers all coming at the same time.. "what happened?"..."what am i suppose to do?" And as you fell slowly to your knees.. You mourn grievously , becoming conscious of the fact that theres no one around , and no matter how loud cries you may make , no one will come .For these white walls shalt reflect the sound of your yearnings .. Cold&afraid. you thought things wouldnt get anyhow worse, or rather , anything worse wouldnt make any difference.. suddenly, the light from all sources , the sun thru the windows. the light from the lamp, vanished within a flash.
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Tuesday @ Tuesday, February 01, 2011

Losing a friend maybe pain enough for some to last a long time..But how about pushing away your friends , or rather , everyone u known, in order to keep yourself away from them? Methought much more harder, much more painful . Standing alone, in the corner , at the subway train.. staring blankly, at the tracks that been passed. Trying to control all emotions , feeling inside.Trying to listen to the song thats playing over the mp3, to stop yourself from weeping, yet all it makes you think bout is about your forgotten lore. The emptiness , took its whole on me.
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